*Sigh*

So.. tomorrow is supposed to be my weigh in day. I am not feeling so excited to do so. I feel like a failure already.. I didn't workout or watch what I ate on the 31st and have fallen off my plan since then :( I no longer have any energy like I did and I hate it when I do this.. I can't even handle a week! Idk what to do.. this is where I feel like I'm going to be stuck like this forever.. so much for a NYR for 2013.. ugh. What I want to do is hire a personal trainer to help me but that's way too expensive so maybe when income taxes come in I will get to the gym and get a trainer then.. I will continue to drink my water and try to watch what I eat, but I'm bummed today so until then...